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[23 Sep 2006|09:33am] |
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Where to begin.
So i started school Sept 7, it was a mess. I met alysha and her sister. Now that were in the 3rd week of school, i'm beginning to hang with kids my age (alysha-freshman amber-senior)
I met a girl named Jenni, she's amazing. She's seeing panic! Dec 6th and i might go with her, not sure though. I also met this girl named Michelle, she's crazy. She introduced me to alot of other people.
My classes are like super lameee.
1st period-algebra 1b
2nd period-earth science
3rd period-pe
4th period-english
5th-drama
6th-history
My history teacher is a loon. My english teacher is a drunk. My math teacher is a bitch. My earth science teacher is fucked up.
...i love it...
My mom's wedding is next weeeeeek. Sept 29 =) Pretttty exciting.
I get to get out of a whole week of school because of it. lololol.
I've deicided i want to go Back to the past, where my dreams were to be in a band. Except i want to play the keyboard (lmfao srsly)
I already know how to play. I just need some touchups (lessons) and maybe i can go try out to be in a band. I'm hot so they'll want me (lol jkjk)
Ugh alot to do today, Michael is in las vegas. So its just my mom and I.
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| 1 more day of summer |
[05 Sep 2006|10:01pm] |
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Tomarrow is my last day of summer. Im not really that nervous. Kinda excited.
If I gone to my old school, i would have started today. Ugh it sucks to know i wasnt there to make fun of all the little freshman (including one of my long time friends) Oh well, i guess i have to wait intill junior year. It will be funner anyways, since ill be in upperclass.
I finally convinced my parents to let me go to concerts. Holy shit lol. Which means i have alot of good things ahead of me <3
Jamie said next summer (07) she's coming to cali, and going to warped. EEEEE, i might get to meet you. :o
-sweet ass cass-
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| I just want my friends. |
[26 Aug 2006|12:45am] |
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Well school is starting again soon. I'm terrified., for the fact that i'm going to a different school. Which means New classes, New friends, New enemys. Ewww I pretty much hate change. Or well..i hate that much change it that little amount of time.
I always think so negetive like "omg no one is going to like me" and just stupid shit like that. When in the back of my mind i know ill make friends. I just wish i wasnt so shy.
But i guess once i make friends, everything will be alright.
Tomarrow I'm going school shopping (no limit yay)
Sunday i'm going to sea world (yay @ fishies)
I think im going to leave my model career in the "dreams that you will never reach because you dont care anymore" catagory haha
I am really interested in being a Hair and makeup artist. Or a photographer. Or a merch girl..lmfao. But while im still doing those i want to be acting in independent films. Acting is my life. ^_^
Sweet ass cass
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[30 Jul 2006|01:26pm] |
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Well my summer classes are already over. They were ok. The acting one was pretty fun and hopefully maybe someone will have some interest in me. If not, then im ready to go to some auditions. My goal is to have an agent by next year.
My creative writing class was sorta a joke. I didnt even go to that class on the last week and now im afraid michael is going to find out :/
if he does he will basically kill me because he spent 98 dollors on the class. LOL well whatever. im going to have to live with it since i put it on myself hahaha
My history class was borring. The teacher was so lame. he thought we were having fun. Then we met his little geeky daughter (who is my age)
lammee.
well in other news. Ryans dad died. and no im not going to ramble about how i feel about that because its none of my buisness. But i made me think. Ryan was always on the road and he never really got to see his father. But i get to see my mom everyday and i act like a little bitch to her. Which is was im going to talk about...Ryan now doesnt have a chance to hang with his dad and be with him and such. I do (with my mom) and im not using it the correct way. Which im going to try to now..because i dont know when im going to one day lose her.
Its funny how something could happen to someone and make someone eles life completely different.
-cassie-
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| calm before the storm |
[22 Jul 2006|10:30pm] |
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ughhh a storm is coming tonight. im scared hahaha
and myspace isnt working. wtf with that?
Ok well about my day. Today i went with my mom and two of her friends to look for my moms wedding dress and the bridesmaids (moms friends) and maid of honors (me) dresses. My mom found the perfect dress. She looked gorgeous. <3
We didnt find the bridesmaid and my dress though ;( but were going out again next sat. to look some more.
Afterwards we went to my moms friends house. Her name is Tammy. We hung there.
It was like 105 degrees today. And now im waiting for a motherfucking storm to come over me. It 10:38 and still hot as hell.
I have no idea what im doing tomarrow. I dont think im doing anything now that i think of it. o well.
-cassie-
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| Baby is this love for real... |
[17 Jul 2006|10:37pm] |
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Hello. Well where should i start...
Ok my birthday...yayaya. Seryna came over. We went to disneyland and hung out there for awhile and in the middle of it all we went to go see Pirates2.Goooooooood movie =D I got a ipod for my birthday (finally.) And i got a few things from my grandma, Including money yaya.
We went to the mall the day after my b-day and hung out there. Put me and seryna in the mall together=good times.
You know..usually when i turn a year older i dont feel really any different but this year i did. I acually feel older. Going from 14 to 15 is soeta huge. I need to wait 6 more months and then i could get ready to get a job and drive. wtf.
Also i got my haircut yesturday. i love it. Yea so its scene..ish. i dont give a shit what people think. Lol..talking about what people think..My acting classes were today <3
i loved it. i felt at home..ya know? When we were on break these little 12 year olds were whispering something about me being goth. It was quite funny..cute in a way too. LOL. haha i love how little kids act. Next week we will be filming commercials for a bunch of agents. Lol wouldnt that be cool if i get signed..just like that? yea i think it would. So maybe you can all help by wishing me all the luck you possibly can. bahahaha
-cassie-
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| 5 days till my birthdayy |
[07 Jul 2006|12:25pm] |
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Ok. so Yesturday i found out Seryna can come over on tuesday and stay untill thursday. I think ill ask if she can stay intill Friday just because it will be the only time i will really get to see her. Shes coming over for my birthday. I cant wait =D
Last night there was a rat in our house. A Rat. WTF. yea so now you may be thinking were thoughs people that dont clean up after ourselves blalalala. No. that isnt the case haha. The stupid thing got it because we have a little space under the door. Like normal doors hahaha O_O i make no sense. i dont care. But it was scary. I dont like rats..hah
5 days till my 15th birthday
10 days till classes <3
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[03 Jul 2006|04:37pm] |
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I really have nothing to write about today. Hm. There is this chatroom thing i go in and give advice to people. haha and im pretty good at it too.
9 days till my 15th birthday!! I better be getting some good shit lol
exactly 2 weeks intill modeling/acting class. Im getting reallly nervous. I hate it. But yet im excited. Hopefully it goes well.
I really want seryna to come over. :) i miss her sweet ass hahahhhahaa
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| Feeling better |
[28 Jun 2006|12:06pm] |
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I talked to my friend star over myspace i believe on monday. She made me feel 2341x's better about the whole changing schools situation. She knows what im going through since she had to go through it in 9th grade. She told me things will get better. Made me feel safe.
Went out with michael last night to the spectrum. He bought me new pj's as a joke since he hates my old ones. =I. We talked about how he asked my mom to marry him. He did it in the cutest way possible. He took her to dinner at the same place they had their first date and he proposed where they had their first kiss. <3 The wedding is going to be sometime after school starts. so im excited.
Tonight we are going to go see Superman fsjfksffsnfbsfjsfksfbs. hehhe. Should be fun.
15 more days till my b-day<3
20 more days till acting/modeling classes<3
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[23 Jun 2006|11:06am] |
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Still depressed. I want my friends. now. hah
so demanding. anyways, im so bored of the same thing everyday. Get up, go to the comp, sit their for hours (hah), go to bed. LOL I HAVE SUCH A GREAT LIFE.
I guess thats the good part about changing school. I will have friends who live closer to me. Not a million miles away =I
I wish i could be one of thoughs people who write the most interesting entrys, and have 932839 friends. They must feel great. And im not talking about famous people who are on tv. Im talking about the people who know thoughs people who are on tv. Do they know that half..more than half are friends with them just so they feel like they have connections.
Thats my plan.
-cassisiisisse
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| Last day of school. |
[21 Jun 2006|08:32pm] |
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It kinda funny how im Not happy that its the last day of school. All year long i was just waiting for this day and now that it is here..i want the year to start all over again. Maybe its because im changing schools (No shitt) haha. I was happy all day today intill the bell rang to go home. Then me and my bestest friend seryna were walking out of math..and it started to hit me, i was leaving. When we got out of the school hallway we had to split up and she said bye and said i didnt want to leave..and i started to tear up.
I wasnt going to let myself cry, at least no intill i left school.
Then my mom came and picked me up. she noticed i was really quiet and she asked whats wrong. WTF what kind of question is that? i wanted to yell "OH NOTHING! I MAY NEVER SEE SOME OF MY FRIENDS AGAIN BUT THATS OK!! ILL LIVE!" gawd. I tryed to say something (im not sure what) but i ended up crying..alot.
It hasnt even hit me yet that school it out. I have 9 weeks to myself, then i start a new chapter. ew.
hahah i guess change is good.
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[17 Jun 2006|01:48pm] |
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I keep forgetting about my lj =I
im basically back on here because my awesome friend jamie got a lj and wanted me to add her and stuff. ill try to acually stay on here. :D
i want slack off no moreee.
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| Its been awhile... |
[17 May 2006|10:34am] |
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Heh...i havent written in here for awhile...
im in computer class right now. So i guess i can catch up. In the past month i have gone to therapy, found out my cousins are going to live in a motel =I, fallen in love with TBS's new cd, and got sick..Sick of the boards (shame)
About the therapy...yea i have problems...so i need a fucking stranger to help me out. I dont get it. My mom forced me to go...when i got there i was just trying to be myself..and i ended up getting a little snappy to the theripist. But honestly, now and days thats just me.
My cousins live in a motel..A MOTEL. 5 people smushed into a little room. ugh and its all because of the selfish parents. Since they didnt want to seperate there kids for awhile and get help and a house..the state may come in and take the kids away...for good. So thats all i have to say about that.
As for the "i've fallen in love with tbs blbllblb" its self explanitory.
The boards...heh well..what can i say about that. I guess the boards have turned into a big popularity contest. The more posts you have the bigger and badder you are. Or the more friends you have..and who are your friends. Popular group much? and i can name every single fucking person who is in it. So im kinda taking a break. :)
Oh! i finally remade my myspace....www.myspace.com/lovelylikewhoa
:)
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| Cute is what we aim for.. |
[24 Apr 2006|10:49pm] |
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haha..i need to mark this as the day i officially fall in love with "ciwwaf" fer serious. Tomarrow TBS new cd is coming out yeaazzz!!! haha
I found out that there is acually still a chance Ben is going to live with me. oh wow. So ill see. Tomarrow im going to the mall and getting the new TBS cd (duh) and going in to my fav. store Forever 21 <3 rawr. i have nothing to write. Well right now i need to go to sleepy and dream about lovely things
-cassie
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[23 Apr 2006|11:52am] |
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Yesturday I did find out what was going to happen with my cousins and everything. They are not moving in with my grandma. Neither is Chris. My grandma's husband Carl won't let them. Which is a good thing. But i now have no idea where they are going to go. But thats diane and briants problem.
Also yesturday i went shopping. It was fun. I got 2 new pairs of jeans that i love. haah
I got back home and of course like always went on the computer and some of my lovers were on so i talked to them. Later on when all of my lovers were on (hahaha) we did voicemails. It was sweet. I was so nervous and i didnt want to sound stupid. Which i hope i didnt. It so weird to hear everyones voice. Like you think they arent real intill you have proof. Yea, ha so i hope we can do it again sometime.
Today i need to do a english report. It was due Friday but mine wasnt done...thats why i ditched. So today i have to get it done or ill have to ditch again lol. So got to go.
-Sweet ass cass
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| Saturday..and other issues |
[22 Apr 2006|12:21pm] |
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I love saturdays. today im going shopping for some clothes. I need to do some chores before my mom and her boyfriend Michael gets back. Yesturday me and seryna ditched 5th..Liz was suppoused to be there too but she wimped out. There was no toliet paper in the bathroom we were in so me and seryna played this game where we would be really quiet when someone came in the bathroom and see how many people dont wipe. The turnouts were Sick LOL. we couldnt stop laughing.
Last night my mom and i found out my aunt, uncle and there 3 kids might move in with my grandma. I got really upset because my aunt and uncle are basically white trash. The 3 kids have great personallitys and deserve so much more. My uncle does drugs and rather spend money on them..than food for his children. Its stupid. So me, my mom, and michael talked and came up with a plan. We are going to let the middle child live with us over the summer (his name is ben, hes 12. he kinda likes fob <3) At first we were going to take the youngest (tiffany, 8) but i get along with ben better. Plus were only 2 years apart. So tiffany will be going with my other aunt and uncle and there 3 kids. They have a girl named allison who is the same age. So we thought that was better. Then the oldest (chris, 18) will be the only one my grandma will be taking in. We thought that was a good idea because he can help her around the house. Since he was raised the way he was...he isnt a Normal 18 year old. Im more mature that him and im only 14. So if everyone agrees with this plan my grandma is going to call them and say "you cant all live here but ill take chris.." and she'll say where everyone eles is going.
Then everyone will have the kids for the whole summer and if my aunt (diane) and uncle (briant) dont get it all together we'll keep them for the entire school year. Im pretty sure we'll have ben intill he's old enough to leave becuase for Years they havent had it together.
I basically hate diane and briant. Last winter tiffany got molested...and you knwo what they did..NOTHING. They didnt check for std aids...i mean WTF?! and briant is all "if i got over it..she will too"
Stupid ass.
Well ill update later tonight. I may know if were doing it or not.
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| AHHHHHH :-/ |
[20 Apr 2006|07:38pm] |
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Today was good and bad at the same time.
Ditched first period with 2 of my bestfriends. it was so funny..we were walking around the school and a supervisor almost saw us so we went to the bathrooms and there was this chick yelling at her boyfriend over the phone. Im sure she said "fuck" at least 25 times.
Then when i got to my house i took a nap. I had a dream that i was driving on the railroad tracks and the train was coming the oppisite direction and i just stopped the car and let the train hit me. I woke up right before it was going to hit. Mad crazy.
My mom and i talked about how panic! is coming to cali. Of course i cant go. Still need to wait 2 friggin years to go to any concert. Inless i show my mom some responsiblity. ..i think ill wait for 2 years.
My bestest E-friend Ariel is getting her tickets tomarrow i believe haha..
i <3 that biatch. i sucks to know she lives in NY and i live in Cali. But in 3 years im moving over there. So ill meet her and we'll have tea or something haha.
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[20 Apr 2006|10:17am] |
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Computer class is almost over.
firends again with Julie
...im not to sure if im happy with that.
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